Have You Ever Done Something So Stupid, That After You Did It.. Your Like Wtf? ?
How Could You Have Done That?
Why Would You Have Done That?
It Was Stupid And A Rash Dicision..
And It Has Changed Me In So Many Ways
Im Not The Same..
You May Think That I Am
But If You Knew Me.. You Would Think Something..
Something That Isnt True..
Something That Hurts To Hear The Rumors Being Spread.
Something That When You Know People Are Talking..
Its About You..
They Said Things.. And People Have Asked Me About It..
Its A Lie..
And It Hurts To Know People Believe It..
Im Hurting In So Many Ways
And I’ve Changed A Whole Lot In The Past 3 Days
I Feel So Different..
Like My Whole Life Has Been Changed.. Over Night..
Like Everything I Knew Is Gone
And Now I Wonder
Have You Ever
Done Something So Stupid It Makes You Wonder
Why Would You Do That?
Did I Really Not Know What Would Happen?
Did I Really Think Things Would Be The Same?
No..
I’ve Lost My Best Friend Over It
And I Feel Like A Complete And Total Idiot
How Could I Have Let That Get In Between Us?
She Was Like My Only Friend..
The Only One Who Doesnt Judge Me..
The Only One Who Has Kept It A Secret..
He Might Have Asked Her Out..
But That Doesnt Mean Anything
She Liked Him..
And Obviously He Liked Her.. And Not Me
So Why Let That Change Anything?
Just Because Of What We Did..
We Werent Dating..
And It Was Just My Stupidity..
Wasnt Her Fault At All
She Didnt Even Know.. He Did Though..
Is He Worth All Of This?
Im Tearing Myself Up Inside Because Of This..
I Shouldnt Be Thinking What Im Thinking
I Shouldnt Let Him Destroy Who I Really Am
I Shouldnt Change Myself To Please A Guy
And Now I Ask Again..
Have You Ever
Done Something So Stupid..
That You Lose Yourself In The Middle Of It All?
Well I Have