Well First Of All I Don’t Understand Why I Am Feeling Bad
I Personally Don’t Think I Need To
But For Some Reason That I Can’t Explain
I Feel Kind Of Sad
It Started Out Because I Had The Dogs In His Room
Because There Was A Person Working In The House
Well One Of The Dogs Did Duty Number One On His Rug
And Now He Is Mad
He Needs To Understand That Room He Sleeps In Is Not His
He Did Not Pay A Dime For It
That Room And That Addition Was All Paid For By My Parents
Who Did Not Have To Let Him Live In That Space
I Understand He Got Mad, But He Knows I Had No Choice.
The Duty Got Cleaned Up So I Don’t Know What The Big Deal Is
Now It’s Just Turned Into Him Acting Like An 8 Year Old Child
Who Yells And Screams And Says I’m To Blame For Everything
There Is No Need To Announce On The Computer
That He Thinks I Am A -Å—lazy Fucking Piece Of Shit
I Know I Shouldn’t Have Let It Get To Me
But I Retaliated Saying He Was A F’n A Hole Who Didn’t Pay For The Addition
Now He Leaves Me A Message Saying That He Paid For All The Furniture
And He Also Pays For The Cable
But For This Argument None Of Those Have Any Relevance
Because The Dog Did Not Do Her Duty On The Furniture Or Interfere With His Cable
I’m Just Sick Of Being Treated As The Outcast
Nobody Has Respect Or Accepts Me For Who I Am
Maybe That Don’t Know Me, And Part Of That Is My Fault
But We Are A Family, We Aren’t Supposed To Act Like Children
I’m Sorry The Dog Peed In Your Room
But I Had No Other Choice
It’s Not Like She Didn’t Go Out
Because She Did Go Out.
I Don’t Care, Be An Ass, Be A Jerk
I Don’t Need You
I Told You I’m Not The Richest Person In The World
That’s Why I Don’t Pay For The Cable Or Internet
Nor Do I Think Its Fair That You Try To Make Me Pay For The Cable And Internet
I Do Use The Internet, I Barely Use The Cable
Why Should I Be The One Paying For The Premium Channels You Need
I Never Asked For It
I Normally Wouldn’t Mind Helping Out Paying The Bill
Because I Do Use The Net
But I Wasn’t Asked Nicely
I Was Told, I Was Yelled At And I’m Always Given Attitude When The Subject Comes Up
Just Treat Me As A Person
And Adult
I’m Not A Child
I Am A Human Being
You May Think I’m A Lazy Piece Of Shit
But Do You Want To Know Why?
It’s Because I Don’t Want To Be In The Same Room As You People
I’m Not In Bed All Day, I Watch T.V. Or Do Things On My Computer
See, There Is A Difference Between You And I
I Do What I Want To Do, You Do What You Want To Do
But The Difference Is You Never Hear Me Complaining
Or Yelling At You Or Putting You Down For The Things You Do
I Accept You For Who You Are
Each One Of Us Is Different
Why Can’t I Feel Like I Belong
Why Can’t My Own Family Accept Me?