What Am I Doing?
Is This Really
The Way
Its Supposed To Be
Seeing My Reflection
In The Mirror
Realizing
Its Not Me
Its Someone
Who Lost
All Her Hope
That She Kept
So Well In Her Heart
Someone
Who Managed
To Give Up
Salvation
For An Intrinsic Art
What Am I Doing?
Am I Supposed To Be Here
Why Are These Tears
Rolling Down My Face
Why Am I Feeling Fear
No Longer
Can I Put
On This Facade
Or Hide Myself
In This Shameful
Mask
The Beauty
That I Have
Known In Me
Has Disappeared
So Fast
My Skin
Is Wilted
My Body
Aches From Misery
I Feel Demented
My Mind Is Losing
Its Functioning
I’ve Hid
In The Black Sheets
And No Longer
Can I Stand
Choosing My Life
My Devotion
Over A Human