I Am Hurt.
I Am Angry.
I Am Lost And I Am Lonely.
I Want Help Finding My Way.
Need Help Finding My Way!
Here I Sit This Nice, Kind, Caring Person.
With Heart Of Gold And Friendly Nature.
I Give All To Everyone, And Rarely Get Anything Back.
But Still I Don’t Mind, Still I Give All That I Have.
No Ulterior Motives, No Underlying Reasons.
Just Because…

But Now The Hurt And Pain Are Rife.
Now My Heart Is Dying Inside.
I Am Filled With A Rage And Anger I Have Never Felt Before.
Ready To Explode With A Violent Fury.
The Likes Of Which I Have Never Seen Or Felt Before.
How Did This Happen And When Did It Change?
Is This Really Me And How My Life Has Changed?
I Feel Wounded Now And Want To Cry.
I Long For The Time When My Tears No Longer Fall.
I Long For The Day When I Don-‘t Wake Up Wishing I Were Dead.
Oh How I Long For That Day; And The Day When I Don-‘t Have To Fight.
My Emotions Are No Longer My Own.
Were They Ever Mine In The First Place?
One Moment I Can Be Up; Happy And Glad.
The Next I Am Down; Angry And Sad.
Will I Ever Be Free, Will The Pain Ever Stop?
How Can I Fix These Feelings Inside Of Me?
Will It Really Take My Death For Them To See;
That All I Ever Need To Be Was Me?