obsessed, tortured, torn
Feelings gripping inside
Will I glimpse you, EVER?
If only by destiny, showing a sign.
I feel pain, longing for a past gone.
Only to wonder if ever; to be true,
have I lost connection to you.
I wait restless, choking for breath.
Fear of loss and rejection meet.
Hoping you, sense this desire too.
Is this madness?
An impossible dream,
Fantasy never to be,
Lost chances gone by.
Change from the inside
Face fear of unknown.
Conquer the obstacles, created
Through life-‘s circumstance.
Taking risks, a chance for growth
Who Am I?
Do I even know what I expect to find.
The desire to know
Could I be someone?
True love inside and out
Human imperfect
Paired as one,
I am complete: in YOU
I find strength.

 
by calria‚Â