From The Day That I Was Born
I Was Raised With Morals And Values
Today That Is My Problem
Because My Morals Are Getting In My Way
I Tell Myself I Am Happy
And That I Will Find Somebody Who Loves Me
But Now I Begin To Wonder
If I Will Every Find That Special Someone
I Have This Friend Who Is Cute And Smart
And He Wants Me For His Pleasure
I Refuse To Give In To His Needs
Because He Does Not Respect Me
He Has Been Persistent
And Stating His Wants And Needs
But I Keep Turning Him Down
Because I Am Not Part Of His Future
I Blame This On An Old Friend
Who Told Me Nobody Would Love Me
The Way That He Does
Or The Way That He Feels
Now That I Have Some Options
I Don-‘t Know What To Do
I Want To Go Visit This Guy
But I-‘m Afraid To Do Something Stupid
I Feel That I Am Not Normal
Because I Don-‘t Put Myself Out There
I-‘ve Done My Share Of Stupid Things
And Don-‘t Want To Continue This Any Longer
Now I Feel Like I Am Missing Out
On Something That Could Be Special
I-‘m Afraid To Open Up And Be Myself
And Whatever Happens Will Be
I Hate Being Confused
I Wish I Knew The Answers
I Wish It Wasn-‘t So Difficult
To Be Who I Am When I Am With This Guy