Sit Before The Desk In Many Places, Many Locations
My Mind Filled With Swirling Thoughts And Ideas
Reality Seems So Surreal And Far Away For Me
Hidden Thoughts And Desires Unfulfilled

Heart Full Of Sadness For The Losses Felt
Pain That Stays For All Eternity And Only Grows
People Lost To Violence And Pain Unimagined
Others Lost To Foolish And Childish Actions
Decisions Made That Were Meant With Sincerity
Actions Seen As Meant To Hurt And Destroy
Desire To Die And Leave All To See Truth
Enjoy The Reality Of Lifes Mistakes And Sorrows
One Love Who Will Never Know Or Care
The Heart Lost That Lives On In Struggle
Friends Lost And Who Hate With Passion
Need To Sacrifice All To Make Truth Alive
Support The Ones Whom Care For Most
Do Without And Have Less For Others
Live With Nothing But Scorn And Distrust
Feel The Loss, Hate And Derision