There You Were Thinking That They Understood You,
When Really, They Were Only Doing Their Job.
But When You Really Think Of It, They Only Torture You,
Then You Shake It Off And Turn To God.
You Often Ask Him Questions That Start With ‘Why’ And End With ‘Me’,
On The Verge Of Tears You Often Are, You Somehow Pass It Off As Anger.
For Your Only Fear Is That They Will See What Is Really Beneath,
You Keep It Inside, Although You Want To Cry And Put It Down On Paper.
Always You Say That Tomorrow May Be Different For It Is Another Day,
For It Is, Yet The Same Problems And More Welcome You With An Embrace.
It Seems That Nothing You Do Or Say Makes Any Of It Okay,
When You Think Of It As Much As You Do, It Is Never A Suprise When Tears Roll Off Your Face.
A Feeling So Strong Overpowers You In This State,
Unbearable And Hard To Push Away Or To Deny.
As It Settles Inside Of You All That Is Left To Do Is Accept And To Pray,
But With A Pain As Strong As This, Basically You Want To Die.
You Feel As If You Are A Mistake,
They Make You Feel Inferior.
You Smile At Them As Your Heart Breaks,
Then You Wish That This Would Soon Be Over.
Never Born, Different Parents, Invincible Are Just Some Of My Thoughts,
With A Life Like This, It Is Nothing New.
Sometimes I Wish My Pain Could Be Broken Like Dishes,
Then Again It Won’t Be Much Longer Again That I’ll Be In Deaths’ Que.