I constantly get this feeling that I don-‘t belong
It hurts feeling that way
Even worse when I know that it is true
Everyday I see my siblings treated with love, care, and respect
All I get is the leftover crumbs that the rats spit out
I wish my life were the way that I want it
If only I chose my family
My tears are dried up and I can no longer escape by crying
My heart is tired of trying and it has given all that it can give
I understand that I don-‘t belong
I understand that I am not wanted
I will not stay where I am not essential.